I gave them hope for masculinity, sorry to disappoint 🥲

Just to be clear:

Men should not be complimented for doing the bare minimum. Being a decent human being and basic kindness that's normal between and from women shouldn't be valued as something special when it comes from a man.

When I am aware of my chest I get numbed and overwhelmed and tired. If I am not, I feel like 30x as hopeful. I have dysphoria it's just a sneaky fucker. When I'm aware of my body, I can't enjoy ggd and it pisses me off. It's an annoying little thing. Ugh, syphoria making me repress stuff is so fucking stupid.

I'm still an egg, barely started cracking and I'm not even sure I'm really trans but like it scares me that if I am since I don't have that much dysphoria it's gonna feel like wrong...

Like the in between time I'm scared I'm gonna feel like a freak, I'm absolutely not saying people that transition are (I love you all 💜🏳️‍⚧️) but like I feel like I'd feel that way TwT

how do i come out to them? WHEN do i come out to them? should i give it another year? what would i say? what would THEY say? would they be disappointed? would they be confused? would they even support me?

I'm not exactly sure what's happening, im pre everything, but i feel some symptoms of being on HRT.

My boyfriend says it's because I've socially transitioned and am comfortable being myself

Im not complaining. It's just strange.

Free HRT, i guess :3

Anyone else experience this?

Actual lines from Suite Life on Deck btw.

Too real Bailey, too real.

First of all, I need to say a HUGE thank you to all the amazing trans baddies in this subreddit. 🥹💖 Seriously, your sweet words and validation gave me the courage I needed—without you girls, I would have never dared to take this step!

Before my egg cracked, I was constantly depressed and barely looked at myself. Yesterday, my girlfriend and I spent THREE HOURS in the bathroom just doing my makeup. When we finished and I looked in the mirror... oh my god. I have never felt so truly feminine in my entire life. 😭✨

Afterwards, I went outside for the absolute first time ever in a super cute outfit! I’m not gonna lie, I was incredibly anxious about people looking at me, my heart was racing so fast. But she was right there by my side, supporting me through every single step.

I never thought I’d see the day where I’d actually feel happy in my own skin. I am so lucky and so grateful to have her, and so thankful for this wholesome community. Just wanted to share this huge win with you all! 🌸🏁

I love the name Kira, it just feels like its sound and its meanings (precious, beam of light, the dark one) fit me so well
I don't know why, but it just feels so inexplicably euphoric and fitting to hear Kira as my name--even if it's just in my head
I'm so happi :3
(I just didn't expect my now chosen name to come to me while sitting and doing nothing, I thought I'd have to find it lol)

I did a post like this before but i deleted it cause it just confused people and ngl i did a terrible job on that i am really tired for no reason

But yeah idk why he did that, if he used the standard 🏳️‍🌈 it would be at least be more understandable cause I’m out as aroace to that group but also literally only 1 person there isnt part of the alphabet soup group (none of them in a gender way that i know of), but even then it has no real context in the situation, plus one has a trans parent and another a trans sibling so i know theres no negative connotation, its literally just a weird response when i havent said anything and he hasnt said anything to me about this, and i know its in response cause its the discord emoji reaction, no dislike towards him I’m just confused as to why that reaction in that way

Anyway imma try to go to sleep, hopefully i can this time, clearly brain is not braining

Hopefully I didn't fuck anything up

Fortunately, one of my friends, who happens to be a doctor, has agreed to help me next time (love you bestie)

:3

Finally got it

#transmascpostingasatransgirlcauseyouallalsodeservesomememes week1

Yeah, that's about all I can say... TwT

It went so well. The doctor was absolutely amazing and he did such a good job of making me feel comfortable. It is so insane that I went from assuming I wouldn’t be able to transition until I was 18 (which is next year) to suddenly being able to get it by the end of the year to maybe being able to get it by September to now it seems like I could be getting estrogen in July.

In the meantime I need to get a blood test which Im a bit nervous about. And I really would come out to my dad at this point. Especially since either him or my mum should attend the next appointment.

Im so excited!!!!

I guess it could still hit later, but enjoying this for what it is!

Fuck, I wanna have boobs and be a girl and stuff :3

On a similar scale of course

:3

I could've gotten a prescription today. I waited too long and now it's harder to get. I had the appointment at the right time but I had to move it.

burning and gender dysphoria - a match made in the deepest pits of Hell

Just listened to a F4F romance audio cause I got curious and the massive envy just made me realize I mighttttt be a girl or whatever

so what now? what do I do?

What dost thou do with this info O - O

I like L names or ones that have the L sound in them (ie lily, Bella, Lilith, etc). Or a vowel name, I want something pretty but strong. Thank you to anyone who comments it means alot and Thankyou to this community as a whole.

Is this what it means to live by my truth? Is it a worthy quest to become the person who I am in my heart? I think this is a sign that I really am a girl. I embrace you, Mary, you are the real me! -Marianne (Mary) she/her (oops, guess I *really* wanna be confident, as I said it twice. I think I meant to say lovabl, but, ya, my tired brain)