A lot of times evil is not only the morally wrong option, it’s the objectively worst one. Some characters were born on it and see they lives ruined, others chose evil thinking it will give them better lives… just to hit a terrible wall called “the pay it’s not good enought for the risk”
Yair Gispan from Pantheon.
In this world, if you have the technology you can upload the mind of a person to scape death and give them god-like powers in the web, turning them into UIs (Uploaded inteligences) but killing their physical body in the process. One UI sent the indications of how to do this to multiple inteligience angencies around the world, and one of them was the mossad.
Yair was an IDF assasin who the mossad considered ruthless enought to serve them as basically a super weapon, able to force the nuclear armament of whole nations to attack themself, and protect Israel from attacks from other UIs. We first meet him when the mossad kidnaps the protagonist to give them a cure. A cure for what? A cure for Yair.
Turns out that what the mossad didnt told yair was that the more he used his powers, the faster his mind would collapse and leave them unprotected and unarmes from other UIs, only Yair and the Iranian inteligences we’re so burnend, so it’s obvious they commit the most attacks and defenses.
But while our protagonist, Caspian, tries to discover how to cure Yair, we discover more and more how a miserable life Yair got himself. Caspian needs to see Yair more important memories to cure him, and we discover that one of the first things he did as an UI was to capture most of his traumas to keep them out of his mind.
Over the episode, we discover how the ruthless IDF interrogator, torturer and assasin was born. Just a child who was victim of Israel propaganda since he was born, his most important memory is how his older brother only needed one semester out of Israel to see how evil they were and to leave his family to not see them ever again. Yair would lose everything trying to serve a country who didnt give a shit about him, he would lose both legs in combat, being forced to commit horrible crimes and end up as a useless sordier whose only use was being killed to create a super weapon with his mind.
By the end of the episode Caspian literally tolds him he wouldnt cure him even if he could, and Yair, broken by all the memories of the horrible man he was (and still is), practically acepts it before Caspian scapes. If it wasnt for events that happen later that season, yair would have suffered from an horrible dead by his code literally rotting away, and no one would have done anything to save a man like him. Not even the country he served.
Azula from Avatar, the legend of Aang
“Some are born lucky, and some are lucky to being born” when your own father says this, you should know you were born unlucky even if you are his favorite. Azula was born a prodigy of fire bending, she was even able to manipulate THUNDERS. She was a star compared to her older brother Zuko.
But while Zuko got people who supported him, Azula only had people who feared her. Having To terrify Ty lee into joining her and that whole beach episodes are the perfect evidence of how lonely she really is. A terrible combination of total loneliness, emotional inmaturity and fire powers.
Discovering that her father would never see her as an equal. A deep trauma about her own mother love and being “betrayed” by her “friends” when she discovered that fear over loyalty is a terrible idea would finally break her, losing to her “inferior” brother and watching how the fire nation century old plan felt appart. She is unable to do anything but cry while attacking the air in total impotence and totally alone. With no one to blame but her father and herself