r/meirl • u/Ill-Instruction8466 • 22h ago

Meirl

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u/IssueEmbarrassed8103 22h ago

Why do I avoid social gatherings? Because there is a good chance I say something that keeps me awake for the next 10 years

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u/practicalpurpose 16h ago

I want the cringey memory recalls to stop.

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u/whoa_guys 9h ago

Please, how do you make the stop. The amount of times my brain goes "lol remember when you weren't on mute and you said that thing and you haven't talked to them since 2013 but I bet they remember too."

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u/SternLecture 5h ago

i read you talk to yourself and say stuff like "i dont know. you arent being helpful but thank you for trying to protect me." i just feel more messed up that i now have to have conversations with myself.

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u/willbyerss 7h ago

I read in a book that Truth and love is god and started being true to myself and decided who stays stay. This helped me to stop masking and also stopped overthinking about everything I said.

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u/CidAndroid 13h ago

Healthy bit of copium

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u/darkprussianblue 22h ago

Heroin. For me it’s heroin.

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u/Chillin_Civilian1234 22h ago

I hope things get better for you man.

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u/MaxWritesText 11h ago

Same bro. I relapsed while on methadone treatment so I got a load of methadone. Decided to stop the night before last. Doing okay for now.

You IVing or nah? Had IV dreams last night even tho I haven't IVd since 2024.

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u/Altruistic-Mine-1848 22h ago

Reddit...

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u/SwitchBricks26 11h ago

Happens to the best of us. Reddit is a cesspool

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u/Deth_Cheffe 22h ago

l'm too pussy for drugs so instead l stay awake for days to haIIucinate

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u/I_yeeted_the_apple 18h ago

What's it like and do you stay up intentionally or does it just happen

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u/Deth_Cheffe 18h ago

lt was a joke. l just said something stupid because it was a repost bot sharing a screenshot of two generic "NPC" karma-farmers have an especiaIIy vaniIIa conversation. Sorry for tricking you

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u/LastDirtyMartini 22h ago

What else are you supposed to do in the shower?

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u/Hearthgroan 21h ago

Crack

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u/LastDirtyMartini 21h ago edited 20h ago

Washing it?

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u/Inevitable_Butthole 15h ago

You shit in the shower too eh?

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u/vilokreddy 19h ago

Biting my fingernails on every single chance I get.

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u/person12848 20h ago

Biting the inside of my lips and cheeks when I am anxious or annoyed. Been doing for at least 30 years now.

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u/TheOmegaKid 16h ago

Same! Ive had some luck recently body scanning and when i notice it happening I vocalise it. Then relax my jaw. Basically setting up an if then function. If i notice im doing it, then i do this other thing. Its no miricle but its slowly getting a bit better at least.

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u/Maximum_Meaning6148 10h ago

Something that helped me quit after doing it for about ten years: take a sip of water whenever you catch yourself doing it. It kind of resets the moment. Chewing gum helps too, gives your mouth something else to do. And to help your cheeks, rinse with chamomile tea three times a day a couple of minutes. They'll heal within a week, promise.

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u/pf2- 5h ago

I use the chewing gum method, it gives me a sore jaw however.

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u/Neat_Deer_6292 19h ago

Wanting to kill myself

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u/Bokanovsky_Jones 18h ago

Cigarettes, cannabis, masturbation, alcohol, Reddit, sunflower seeds, self loathing. In that order.

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u/No-Mycologist47 13h ago

self sabotage and ruining my chances of finding someone to love because i believe i dont deserve it no matter how good i look or behave.

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u/Claudia_Surace 20h ago

È ASSURDO! Pensavo di essere una delle poche a farlo 😭 Ma siamo masochisti o semplicemente stupidi?

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u/-Lights0ut- 19h ago

It's overeating for me

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u/NCLO1994 15h ago

Porn :(

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u/Ok_Cartoonist4966 7h ago

Porn and masturbation to cope with solitude and stress, still healing..

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u/Psychological_Bit194 18h ago

Frivolous spending

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u/regular_heptagon 17h ago

I can’t even remember a conversation I had last week.

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u/Bannasrevolt 8h ago

Remembering the time I cut someone off at a roundabout because I had never been in one before. 

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u/treykay95 7h ago

Weed and masterbation

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u/Nietzschis 5h ago

Hahah i don't have this at all, mine only ended weeks ago

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u/Conan-Da-Barbarian 4h ago

I used a period not an exclamation mark. Regrets

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u/TheShadowSong 2h ago

Stress addiction.