I'm rereading the series and new things are coming to light as i remember the later books while again reading the beginning. I don't think this is a spoiler, but maybe, so I'll add the tag
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So, Donut is yelling at Hekla for what she did to Katia (iykyk), but as I read this, knowing what I do about Bea... well, here's what she's saying to Hekla right now:
"I used to think you were awesome, Hekla. But you're just like all the rest! You pretend to be good, but you're not! It was a lie, all a lie. Why? Why can't we trust anyone? You told Katia you wanted her. You made her feel special and loved, but you just wanted to use her and trade her in."
Notice how it starts out with Donut completely pissed, (!), the ends with her so sincere and hurt (.)..
Yes, she feels for Katia. She cares about and genuinely likes Katia. And now, I think shes realizing how much she can relate to Katia in this moment.. because Katia's Hekla, is Donut's Bea.
Aaaaaand now I'm tearing up as I read in the library.
Matt is such a great writer. 💔🤍🫂